of NaNoWriMo.
Unlike some people, this never got easier for me, just less impossible. I'm surprised daily that I can push myself to keep writing, and going over the standard 1000words/day I had set up before (and this had been on the good days, pre NaNo).
But as I'm winding things up -- or gearing the plot toward the smackdown -- I'm caught up in:
1) OMG stagefright!!! (I'm finally writing the scene I've been heading for all these weeks. MONTHS)
and
2) OW. MY BACK. I've got gargoyle back, from all the elbow-up typing.
*wants it to be Dec/1 now*